Sep 13, 2010

Jay sean's Ustream!

It's been nearly 4 days since I wrote in my blog...for the past few days all i had was fruits and fruit juices,,,sometimes I do get hungry..but then i pick up my mobile and look at jay sean's pics...i tell my self ,whether its gonna be Jay Sean or food...and then of course I choose Jay Sean...But then, yesterday night ,me ,my bro and my dad had to go to a restaurant becoz my aunt from India had come to Bahrain..So I made up my mind toe eat only vegetables,,,but I couldn't...for some reason I did'nt want my relatives to kno tat I was dieting..I thought it would be wierd...so i ate food after soooo many days....and following that i started getting the guilty sensation...I felt really bad... I felt I should'nt have eaten...Who cares what ur relatives think,,,You should do what you want..
So today .was my second brother's birthday...He lives in India.So me and my bro and dad called him thro skype and wished him and wer askin about things , like his birthday party and stuff...In between all these commotions and stuff ,somethin made me wanna check my twitter account...i joined twitter just to follow jay sean....
so as i logged into my account in twitter , there i found this tweet by jay sean
  jaysean
JS ALERT:: streaming now LIVE at facebook.com/jaysean

At first i did'nt understand wat streaming meant...But then the word LIVE made me understand that he's gonna come live online,..So as my dad continued to talk to my bro, i went to the face book link and der he was,,,The man,,,Jay Sean...
As i pushed my dad and bro sayin that it was gettin late for their work and sayin   buh bye to my younger brother in skype,i raced to see Jay sean..He was talkin to a 12 yr old gal at tat time...after talkin to her, he told some one next to him, she's jus 12 , that's so sweet....loved the way he does that...
But then he said that he had to go becoz he had  a flight to catch in the morning... 
As I looked on , in Dismay,i just sat ther for sometime..Then I thought ,at least I got to see Jay sean/... As I walked to the living room and sat on the sofa, der was my dad , puttin on his socks and getting ready for work...He looked at me and said, i think ders a problem in ur visa..if things dont workout I think you have to go back to India and come back sometime later...As I sat there , absolutely shocked.,and asking questions over and over to my dad , i was basicly helpless..i felt like crying but could'nt becoz my dad was  there..
So I  just cried and prayed ,that I should get a job soon!! 
It's not that ,I don't like India, its just that i was so sure that I would get a job in Bahrain..Anyways ,whatever happens,it happens for the best....So we should'nt give up, no matter wat... 

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